When it comes to grief, the time of grief seems like you lost your loved one yesterday even though it has been some time. It is as if the passage of time is non-existent, yet it has flown by so fast. It really is a weird concept and feeling.
It could be that it is normal to relive the day of passing often, making it seem like yesterday. Disorientation is a normal part of my life and I can't explain it.