"Choose to be optimistic, it feels better."
Dali Lama
For the first time, since The Captain passed away and my sweet Kiki had to be put to sleep, I can honestly say I am starting to feel joy. My struggle has been to stay positive about life in general. It was all the losses, including friends and family who turned their back on me, mainly about politics, how The Captain liked to fight back and how they didn't like it.
After all this time, some now want to act like nothing happened. But it did. I may not like to confront anyone, but I also have had it with people hurting me. Now I don't care.
Anyway, that explains my struggle with being optimistic. But I have been fighting that struggle and am finally breaking through. I have written about how I am dealing with grief and the negativity. The point is I am finally experiencing positive results.
Being optimistic does feel better!
