Today has been one of the worse days in a while for many reasons that I don't need to get into for the purpose of this post.
I was blessed with a healthy dose of self-confidence and one thing I know for sure, I am a strong person and I know I'm going to get through this. My motto . . . this too shall pass.
Glad to be alive? Not necessarily. My future is up in the air, I've retired, don't have a definitive purpose and I feel somewhat lost. I often ask myself . . . what am I living for? But I know I am still healing from The Captain's death and my purpose will be revealed at the right time.
Thank God I'm not lonely, enjoy being alone and don't have aspirations of finding love again (or do I?) . . . I really don't want to deal with disappointment any more than I have to, but I will never say never from this moment on. The main moving on is improving my life and being happy with my choices.
The good news is my depression is under control and I know I am on the correct path for me.
As a Christian, I have always prayed for God's will. When I found this graphic on Facebook, I saw it as an answer to recent prayers and part of the answer is to not give up.
I won't . . . and I am taking one day at a time.
